Thank goodness that 2009 is almost over. It also means an end to the horribly triggering holiday season. It all started with Thanksgiving and the inside kids screaming that November and T-day are bad. I didn’t know why. I know some about that now, but wish I didn’t. Then I didn’t think Christmas was an issue…until a memory came flooding back to me. In the end, it was a very triggering, unsettled and chaotic few weeks. I became very destabilized and was not doing well. Fortunately, things seem to largely be back on track. There is a new memory that is filtering in bit by bit about New Year’s, but I’m hoping it won’t be too bad.